I know I talk a lot about Tim in my posts. But he is a very important part of my life. He has impacted me so much and he still does. I have done a lot of changing and developing since we started dating. I have noticed it in myself. Tim has noticed it and I am sure that others have. I have changed quite a bit since college. i was noticing that the other day. I am somewhat completely opposite than I was in school. In school I had nothing to do with getting married, cooking, taking care of someone, having a family, you know all that girly stuff. Lisa was more into that. But since Tim has come into my life as a boyfriend. I have been wanting that kind of stuff. I got this desire that will not go away. the desire to care for tim and take care of his needs. Another thing that has changed is that fact that I am happier and more giggly than usual. Also, i am spending less time concern about me and my needs. I am focused on tim's needs and concerned about him. Life does not revolve around me. I cant be in a relationship and focus on myself. thats not what a relationship is about. I have also been reading in a book that mom got for me that in order for someone to have a dating relationship or even get engaged, the people envolved need to be developed into the right person. In order to things to progess, i need to be exactly that person that tim needs. I need to have all that stuff developed. I can definately seeing myself developing more and more into that person. Life is going soo well for me. I have no compliants. I am counting my blessings daily. :)